What happened to 58? :P
Blonde, though I would say light brown but my friends disagree :P
- Current Mood: bored
1. Hold breath.
2. Hold down the fullstop (.) button.
3. Unhold it when you have to breathe again.
I have no idea if that's good or not. :P
Hmm. Right I am now treating this as a sort of diary because thoughts just flying around in my head constantly don't actually do me any good. At least if I write them down I feel as if I've told somebody and (hopefully) shall stop this endless circle.
Isn't it strange how phobias start? I mean I thought it was only childhood experiences, apart from spiders or something because some people have an tural fear without experience - like me. But I now have a new possibly permanent phobia, I hope not though..
I don't want to get cold.
It makes me nervous thinking about it, the possibility of being freezing, not just a little chilly, and not being able to warm up. Possibly it reminds me of death, everyone says dead bodies are cold to touch and I don't want to be that. It's all because of friday night after a party i was sleepign round and we were all in a tent which was freezing. And I had duvet etc..peopel around me and could not warm up, and was stuck in the corner so being stupidly polite did not want to wake people up by moving inside. Which wouldn't have doen any good anyhow, inside is laminate floors and no heating which actually could of been more comfortable :P
And it makes no sense to be scared about it now, but going to bed last night whenever touched a cold part I freaked. I panicked at the thought of it being cold here as well and I wish it would stop, it's such a silly fear. Irrational so a phobia, though I think most are rational..i have an issue with irrational things. Like feelings. I especially hate them.
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lesigh. end of diary rant.
Yeah I stole this from basically everyone :) originally proopstradamus I believe.
One your marks, get set..go :P
EDIT: with instructions..please comment the ones you think I've done :) or bold or star whatever, and I'll post the answers later this week.
I am 5'4" or shorter.
I think I'm ugly.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I've had braces.
I own glasses.
I'd get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
I've sworn at my parents.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.
I've lost a child.
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I've had my pants rip in public.
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've had stitches.
I've broken a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Niagara Falls.
I've been to Japan.
I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.
I've been to France.
I've been lost in my city.
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've crashed a car.
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play.
I've met someone in person from the internet.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've seen the Northern Lights.
I've sat on a rooftop at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten sushi.
I've been snowboarding.
I'm in a relationship.
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've been divorced.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.
I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
I've kissed a member of the same sex.
I've had sex with someone of the opposite sex.
I've had sex with someone of the same sex.
I've had sex with more than one person at the same time.
I am a cuddler.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I've had sex outdoors.
I've hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I have had sex with a stranger.
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've run a red light.
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've consumed alcohol.
I smoke cigarettes.
I smoke pot.
I regularly drink.
I've taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I have been diagnosed with depression.
I shut others out when I'm depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I have an eating disorder.
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
I've hurt myself on purpose.
I'm addicted to self harm.
I've woken up crying.
I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
I have attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I can sing well.
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others too easily.
I watch the news.
I don't kill bugs.
I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for sake of being able to rhyme.
I curse regularly.
I sing in the shower.
I am a morning person.
I paid for my cell phone ringtone.
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I play with my hair.
I have/had "x"s in my screen name.
I love being neat.
I love Spam.
I've copied more than 30 CDs in a day.
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
I don't know how to shoot a gun.
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I believe in ghosts.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish.
I love white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I play video games.
I'm good at remembering faces.
I'm good at remembering names.
I'm good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
Sooo life. Well in my life I've realised quite a lot of things, sort of...maybe. Sort of a check list of things I need to do:
1) I do things that I must accept and get on, it's not stupid it's something that was justified to myself at the time so move on and worry about the consequences another time.
2) I have elements of every personality trait in me, I think. I really need to work on what I am versus what I pretend to be.
3) Focus on the positve rather than the teeny negatives, for some reason I find this really hard to do, 'bout time I did it.
4) Exams are stupid - okay this is fact.
Update since last results, really should write more often, so I actually remember things :P
- Went on holiday with College to Italy for a week. Massive fun.
- Then after Easter went on holiday with family to Dubai, also great times. Until the volcano decided to go all ashy on the day we were meant to return, so flew to Vienna, then got a train from Vienna to Munich, and the eventually Paris. Then 4 day stop in Paris until the (eventual) channel train home. Only 6 days late and missed college work oh the fun. But Dubai was awesome at least :)
- Revision for my 9 exams, only 3 left after tomorrow.
- Uni searching (well barely)
- Saw Paul Merton and his improv chums! 3 SUGGESTIONS IN COME ONNNNN :D Snoopy, stuck in vienna train station because of the damn volcano annnd..Penguins again :)
- And general break downs of mind now and then.
Peace and cookies to you all
- Current Mood: okay
Right, thought it was about time I updated my journal again since I suck at being organised and regular with it. And since I have lots of work to do, it makes sense to procrastinate with something vaguely useful.
Well let's start with last Friday: EA concert in Bournemouth.
One of the most bizarre and wonderful shows I have and will ever see. Which other musicians do you know who throws tea/rum into the audience? Pieces of muffin cake? Confetti? Have fire hula hoop dancing, dancing on stilts, ribbon dancing, an amazing performance whilst playing the harpsichord and electric violin to perfection?
They were right, it is a show I will tell my grandchildren about, but if I never have them at least I told anyone who is reading this.
It was 2 and a half hours of solid Emilie Autumn and her Bloody Crumpets, no seats in the O2 academy, but I didn't care, it was magical and I am so going again.
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Life in general:
Meh. Ups and downs, as to be expected I'd imagine. I would quite like a day when I stay one solid mood please, not even a happy mood, just have one general feeling for a day instead of this hyper yo-yo mission my brain is on.
Lesigh, right biology issue report due in tomorrow needs to be re-drafted, summer clothes need to be sorted through but firstly found, and the continuing saga of the never ending prospectus sorting. I so far have 3 definite noes, (due to them not really containing anything aboutmy subject) and the rest are maybes and ayes, which I'm guessing number around twenty. How thrilling. They have already buggered my shoulders from carrying them around all day, (3 bags full) and are now giving me a headache. Joy.
And now back to work and real life I return. Til next time, peace, love and cookies,
- Current Mood:Meh.
So therefore I decided to do this meme, stolen from <ljusername="boppotheclown"/> and drgncrystlwlkr
On theplus side of boredom, I am now on half term! Week free from college, apart from all the coursework I have to do :P But at least I am seeing a lot of people (which means work is going to be done very last minute as per usual) So onwards to the meme!
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Cue end of time-waster number two! Now to tidy my room joys. Peace out x
- Current Mood: bored
I love her, her music is just the most amazing thing I have listened to in a long time. And I'm seeing her in 34 days!!! :D :D
If this embed works, here are some of her songs, doing my bit for spreading the Plauge ;)
My favourite lyrical song of hers:
And this instrumental which blows my mind:
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- Current Mood: thoughtful